Been thinking about you loads recently. In all the craziness of this pandemic going on around us at the moment, It has given me time to really slow down and gather my thoughts. I thought I was coping ok, but in recent weeks for some reason it has got really tough again! As well as feeling a lot of grief and missing you not being here, I go through stages of anger, I just dont think I can accept how sudden you were taken from us, and it shouldn't have been your time to go! Watched the third series of After Life recently, I know how much you loved it and its all the little things like this that remind me of you. It seems a bit strange writing this down as if you are able to read it, but who knows i guess... Love and Miss you! x